“I dont understand why destiny allowed us to meet when there’s no way for us to be together.” :(
I hate myself for coming into your life because I didn’t thought that I will leave you. Even if I wanted to stay in your life there is One thing that stops me and I couldn’t complain even it’s the biggest PAIN to leave you. I have to do it. I made a commitment and i wouldn’t break it. I’M REALLY SORRY. Please just promise me that you won’t stop smiling and loving the people around you. Be strong for me. But before I let you go I want to say I LOVE YOU.
How Ironic
There two dairies:
the first diary:
In the hallway (locker). I saw my crush then when he looked at me i turned the other besides his a captain ball of a soccer team and i’m just a geek girl. He will never like me. </3
the second diary:
In the hallway (locker). I saw my crush. I tired to smile at her but she looked the other way. And besides i’m just a person who kicks ball she wouldn’t like me she’s a beautiful honored student.
TRUTHS BEHIND ALL THOSE LIES
All i ever wanted was to know the truth from you so why are you hiding it from me? Is it because you’re afraid i might be angry? Please don’t think i would be angry because i’m not angry i’m just concern about you and what would happened to you. I wouldn’t increase the depression you would feel. But please just tell me what have you done wrong? I just need the truth coming from you not coming from anyone. Because i feel like nothing to you because of the way you treat me feel’s like i’m not trustworthy. The feeling the i hate most when i feel i don’t know anything happening to the persons i loved and valued.
Friends
Sarap siguro magkaroon kaibigan na nandyan lagi sa tabi mo pag kailangan mo. Sa buong buhay ko hindi ko nararanasan yun. Pero ngayon lang sa buong buhay ko nasasaktan ako ng sobra-sobra dahil sa kaibigan ko. Ngayong lang ako namili ng gusto kong maging kaibigan pero ba’t ganito ang nangyayari madaming may ayaw at nakikialam dahil ayaw nila sa mga taong gusto ko maging kaibigan. Gusto kong sabihin na hindi niyo nakikita ang nakikita ko sa kanila at lalong hindi niyo mararamdaman ang nararamdaman ko ng naging kaibigan ko sila kase hindi niyo pa sila kilala. Ang hirap!!!! Bakit? Kase pinaglalaban ko nga sila sa lahat ng taong humuhusga sa kanila pero yung ginagawa nilang kalokohan yun pa ang lalong nagpapalayo sa akin mula sa kanila kahit gustong-gusto ko silang kausapin at makipagtawanan sa kanila BAWAL!!!! Ang HIRAP at SUPER SAKIT. Pero isang sign lang ang hiningi ko kay Lord kung kakaibiganin ko pa sila o hindi na? Na kay Lord na ang sagot. <////3
Masakit
Alam mo madami akong narinig kong kalokohan na ginawa mo pero sana sabihin mo sa akin ng harap-harapan na ginawa mo yun kase kaya pa kitang patawarin kung sasabihin mo hindi yung maririnig ko pa galing sa iba at tapos itatanggi mo pa :(( Edi ang labas kaya mong magsinungaling sa akin yun lang yung katotohanan na di ko kayang tanggapin :(( </3
PARA SA IYO ITO MARIA RUTH MARCELO <3
When visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes,
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I’ll be your strength,
I’ll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it’s gone
The one you should call,
Is standing here all alone…
yan ang lagi mong tatandaan nandito lang kaming triple hearts at lalong-lalo na ako :)) I really miss you :))))) Honey 10 <3
